To the last day of this year,
It was a roller-coaster ride, yes believe me, it definitely was one of those rides were you seriously feel like I am going to fall from this anytime. Well it was fun, it was also scary, and there was also a point that you just wanted this ride to get over. Yes you are safely buckled up, till when, till what point .You can’t just blindly trust those belts you are tightened into, right or wrong???
This year was one of that, scary and fun, filled with lots and lots of memories.
This year was one of that, were from being myself, immature, single and not knowing what I am doing with my own life to a whole new phase of getting married, trying to be matured and that there is more to life than what I saw. Well I can’t say my perspective changed or I changed within a few months but yes, I got to understand where I myself was in this whole drama of life at least a little.
All those past years ,I always regretted on my own decisions, many a times, blaming myself for not being matured enough but this year I took a decision to not bother myself anymore with all those, to stop overthinking over why me or why can’t I be like others.
I am who I am, who else can I be and what will change even if I tried to be like others, would that make me happy .No, at some point i would regret that decision as well .It is not easy to make decision, it might turn out to be right or wrong ,try to understand and move on. Never regret anything in life. What happened has happened, try to mould and strengthen yourself from your mistakes.
I know ,we might have read about this ,we would have heard about all this , etc. well all of that will make sense once you realize on your own that all of this does have a point. As this year comes to an end, I just wanted to share what I felt about the ride that I was in and I know the ride is still going to take different directions, it will be scary ,fun and adventurous .Yes I am ready or let me say I am trying to be ready for it.
Well then before I end my blog, I would also like to thank my parents and my brother for supporting me all this years, being there as a family through all my up and downs and yes I definitely need that even more in the coming years and I know I don’t require to tell a thank you to you but let me tell you it’s a blessing to have a good supporting family and it will always be one of your greatest blessing. Especially my mother ,thank you, for being with me ,for believing in me ,for supporting me and for loving me and my brother immensely .I know I often don’t say this to you but I love you with all of my heart and will always do and yes my father, brother and husband ,I do love you all. I can sometimes be bad with expressing this entire so kindly bear with me.
Note to my husband you definitely need to learn a lot from my mother so as to live with me. I can definitely be a handful. I guess you might be aware of that by now.
Thank you to my bestie, to all my friends, cousins and everyone, every single person teaches you something valuable so thank you to each and every one. Wishing you all a very happy and prosperous new year. May this year be a blessed and joyful one.
GOOD BYE TO 2019, YOU HAD YOUR OWN ADVENTURES NOW IT’ TIME FOR 2020.SO HEY HO TO 2020.YOU BETTER BE GOOD TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON OUT THERE.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL.HOPING YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT YEAR.