ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIEND ASKED ME
HOW MUCH DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME?
TELL ME WHAT’S GOOD ABOUT ME?
TELL ME WHAT’S BAD ABOUT ME?
WHERE SHPULD I IMPROVE?
WHY DO YOU ASK ME?
I MEAN, OUT OF THE BLUE, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY?
HER REPLY TO THIS
JUST TELL ME, YOU KNOW ME FOR A WHILE, SO WHY DON’T YOU JUST SAY NOW???
WELL WHERE DO I START FROM,WHAT DO I SAY ABOUT HER,I DO HAVE A LOT OF MEMORIES BUT IS THAT ENOUGH TO JUDGE ABOUT YOU .ARRGH………
LET ME START FROM THE DAY I MET YOU, I GUESS ON THE GO, I MIGHT GET TO EXPRESS ABOUT WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU.
COLLEGE –BTECH CIVIL-CLASS
ALL THE PEOPLE ARE GOING AROUND INTRODUCING ONE OTHER AND THERE YOU ARE ALL RESERVED TO YOURSELF WITH A SHY SMILE ON YOUR FACE.WELL I GUESS MOST OF MY FRIENDS WERE LIKE THAT EXCEPT FOR ME.OH YEAH COZ I AM THE ATTITUDE ONE ISN’T IT………….
A BIG LEAP……..
NOW LET ME JUMP TO 2013
YEAH I KNOW, THAT WAS THE ONLY ENCOUNTER I HAD WITH THAT PERSON AND TO BE FRANK BY THEN WE ALL HAD OUR OWN GROUPS SO WHICH MEANS I NEVER TALKED WITH HER MUCH.OKAY THEN HOW DID WE BECOME FRIENDS,I STILL HAVE NO IDEA………I GUESS WE WOULD TALK RANDOMLY ON STUFF THAT’S IT.THEN THE BIG DECISION ………………….
WHAT IS IT?????
HAHAHHAHAHAA NOTHING GREAT SHE DECIDED TO STAY IN THE HOSTEL FOR OUR SEMSTER 6 UNIVERSITY EXAM.SO WHICH MEANS I GET TO SEE HER FACE ALL THE TIME.SHE WAS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME PERSON I HAVE SEEN IN CLASS ,NOTHING CHANGED.A COMPLETE INTROVERT.THAT’S FOR A START MY DEAR….SO LET’S CONTINUE WITH THE JOURNEY.
OUR EXAMS WERE OVER.SHE DECIDED TO CONTINUE IN THE HOSTEL FOR OUR LAST YEAR, WHICH LET HER TO OPEN UP MORE ABOUT HERSELF TO US.I GOT TO SEE MORE OF HER SMILING FACE BUT NOT THAT SHY PERSON I MET AT MY FIRST YEAR, NOPE NOT ANYMORE OF THAT.SHE SMILED COZ SHE WAS HAPPY TO BE IN A GROUP.SHE SMILED COZ SHE COULD TELL US WHATEVER SHE HAD IN HER MIND.
WE HAD OUR FIGHTS AND TRUST ME YOU WERE A LITTLE HARD TO BE HANDLED AT TIMES BUT I GUESS THAT’S ALL PART OF LIFE.YOU ARE VERY BAD AT MAKING DECISIONS AND ALL WOULD TURN OUT TO BE A COMPLETE FLOP BUT STILL YOU STOOD STRONG WITH ALL YOUR DECSIONS.
DAYS WENT BY AND FROM JUST A FRIEND YOU TURNED OUT TO BE ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIEND.YOU TURNED OUT TO BE A GOOD LISTENER WHEN I HAD PROBLEMS TO TALK ABOUT.YOU STAYED BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEEDED YOU.YOU CAME OUT TO HANGOUT WITH ME WHEN I CALLLED YOU.YOU ALWAYS MADE FUN OF ME, WAS THIS THE SAME PERSON I MET TWO YEARS BACK,I SERIOUSLY DOUBT.YOU WERE A HELPFUL PERSON,A GOOD COOK,A RASH DRIVER ETC ETC.CMON DON’T EXPECT ME TO FLATTER YOU MORE.
IN EVERY PERSON THERE ARE GOOD AS WELL AS BAD QUALITIES AND I AM NO PERSON TO JUDGE YOU.SO I GUESS, I HAVE TRIED TO EXPRESS WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU.
OH YEAH, THE IMPROVEMENT PART…..AH WELL…..TRY NOT TO JUMP INTO MAKING STUPID DECISIONS, NOT TO BE ANGRY FOR SILLY REASONS(I KNOW I AM THE SAME WITH ANGRY PART) ETC ETC …….
YOU IMPROVE OR NOT.JUST REMAIN THE SAME THAT’S ALWAYS IMPORTANT.NO MATTER WHAT, I LIKE YOU, THE WAY YOU ARE.
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.HOPE YOU ALWAYS STAY AS A GOOD FRIEND FOR ME ,NO MATTER WERE YOU ARE,NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU GET,NO MATTER WHAT.
THAT’S A DEAL.OKAY
A little add up to the whole post, before posting this, I had mailed a copy of this to my friend, for her opinion. She was happy with the write-up but told it wasn’t intense or deep as I imagined it would be.
I had to then explain completely how I felt about her. She was like ok; why the hell didn’t you include all this?
It was easy to tell you directly but when I write something its different this post won’t be enough to express it. This is just the short version about you.
Well that’s how our conversation ended.
That was hard, trust me, you know the person well but to describe all of them, this write ups won’t be enough. Don’t you think???