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As the title says ,this is my very first blog or you could say a entry. I am here to just express what comes in my mind and hope ,it doesn’t get boring.

So what do i write about?

This is my very first time of blogging and its been years since i longed for a blog of my own.You might wonder ,why didn’t i start before or what made me to blog now?

Well everything has it’s time and i don’t know what sort off a feeling i have right now,is it excitement of my very own blog or something else .I seriously don’t know what to write about ,so for now let’s just stop.

And thanks to one of the blogger  ,who unknowingly helped me to start this.

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To 2019…….

To the last day of this year,

It was a roller-coaster ride, yes believe me, it definitely was one of those rides were you seriously feel like I am going to fall from this anytime. Well it was fun, it was also scary, and there was also a point that you just wanted this ride to get over. Yes you are safely buckled up, till when, till what point .You can’t just blindly trust those belts you are tightened into, right or wrong???

This year was one of that, scary and fun, filled with lots and lots of memories.

This year was one of that, were from being myself, immature, single and not knowing what I am doing with my own life to a whole new phase of getting married, trying to be matured and that there is more to life than what I saw. Well I can’t say my perspective changed or I changed within a few months but yes, I got to understand where I myself was in this whole drama of life at least a little.

All those past years ,I always regretted on my own decisions, many a times, blaming myself for not being  matured enough but this year I took a decision to not bother myself anymore with all those, to stop overthinking over why me or why can’t I be like others.

I am who I am, who else can I be and what will change even if I tried to be like others, would that make me happy .No, at some point i would regret that decision as well .It is not easy to make decision, it might turn out to be right or wrong  ,try to understand and move on. Never regret anything in life. What happened has happened, try to mould and strengthen yourself from your mistakes.

I know ,we might have read about this ,we would have heard about all this ,  etc. well all of that will make sense once you realize on your own that all of this does have a point. As this year comes to an end, I just wanted to share what I felt about the ride that I was in and I know the ride is still going to take different directions, it will be scary ,fun and adventurous .Yes I am ready or let me say I am trying to be ready for it.

 

Well then before I end my blog, I would also like to thank my parents and my brother for supporting me all this years, being there as a family through all my up and downs and yes I definitely need that even more in the coming years and I know I don’t require to tell a thank you to you but let me tell you it’s a blessing to have a good supporting family and it will always be one of your greatest blessing. Especially my mother ,thank you, for being with me ,for believing in me ,for supporting me and for loving  me and my brother immensely .I know I  often don’t say this to you but I love you with all of my heart and will always do and yes my father, brother and husband ,I do love you all. I can sometimes be bad with expressing this entire so kindly bear with me.

Note to my husband you definitely need to learn a lot from my mother so as to live with me. I can definitely be a handful. I guess you might be aware of that by now.

Thank you to my bestie, to all my friends, cousins and everyone, every single person teaches you something valuable so thank you to each and every one. Wishing you all a very happy and prosperous new year. May this year be a blessed and joyful one.

GOOD BYE TO 2019, YOU HAD YOUR OWN ADVENTURES NOW IT’ TIME FOR 2020.SO HEY HO TO 2020.YOU BETTER BE GOOD TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON OUT THERE.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL.HOPING YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT YEAR.

It’s been a while

It’s been a while since i wrote to you .

It’s been a while since i came to you.

It’s been a while since I spoke about what’s going with me.

It’s been a while since I left you.

Being busy with a lot of stuff ,one says you forget what you like to do,what makes you happy.

Why haven’t I blogged for this long……

Busy with what ….?

Something or the other will always come up,write,share,be happy,all those little things matters and it depends  on you and only YOU. 

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ME ND THE OTHER PERSON

It’s past midnight ,i off the tv,set my alarm for tomorrow after that for one last time i go through my fb news feed and there i shut my phone ,keeps it aside ,somewhere far away from my reach . After a while ,that is, which seems like an eternity , i sleep off.

SHHSSHH,SHHSSSHHH,HEY WAKE UP.

HEY! Sleepy head wake up.

I slowly open my eyes ,with confused and weary eyes ,i look around,i see this person.Wait a minute ,am i dreaming. Ahhh ! Why do i see this person at night .Totally demented, i try getting up from my bed and instead of freaking out at what i see ,i ask what do u want at this late night.

I want you to draw me.

Okay what is this some kinda off titanic scene,it’s past 3:00 am ,i am too tired,let me just sleep,will see in the morning.

NO NO ,i want you to draw me now.

Are you serious ?????

Well yes! C’mon now, let’s start…….

Ok fine,what should i draw,any theme??

What about i pose myself of taking a selfie with this camera.

Ahhh…. You mean with this ???

Yeah.

“Phufffffff”.

I take a deep breath and start drawing as he wants me too.

After a while i finish the drawing ,i start picking the colors so as to bring more life to the drawing and all of a sudden he stops me.

Now What ????

I want my coat in blue color.

You usually wear grey coat and your still wearing the  same ,then why another color????

Just do it.

Fine Fine.

And also my shoes.

Okay ! What’s with you today???

Gosh! Here it’s done.See for yourself.

The usual ,nothing much special.

WOW !!!!!!!!! BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s four in the morning,i am sleepy and tired and this is what i get to here after all the effort.

Whatever now can i go sleep.

Yeah.He smiles,his usual wide grin………

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN TO SEE THE DRAWING.SO WHAT DO YOU THINK.

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ME AND THE OTHER PERSON WAS JUST ME AND MY INTUITION MODIFIED TO A STORY LEVEL.

HOPE YOU LIKE IT.